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Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Until i heard a word, sorry.

Assalamualaikum.

Beberapa hari lepas, I'm berperang with one of my colleagues.
And 'till now, we're still tak bertegur.
And i want to see how long it will lasted.
Really want to see.
And i will not up any white flag.
Not until he said, a word sorry!

If i bring up our case, I sure you all akan kata i'm at the right part.
Because he denial his duty and responsibility.
Which i heard itu bukanlah kali pertama dia pernah buat.
Such a nice role model yang dia nak tunjuk.
Even tough he's not admit apa yang dia buat, I'm still ok. Manusia.
And when he tried blame others atas apa yang terjadi.
Tarik kesalahan orang lain dalam kesalahan sendirik.
I surrender. 
I said, tak payah panjangkan cerita. I will found out everything in the system on behalf of him.
Full stop.

And as i'm the one in-charge. I want pass over about it in perfect figure.
So i will settle down everything that night.
Bersengkang mata tak apalah.
Janji balik on time sebab i have volunteered event in the next morning.
But, before i do anything, he balas balik. 
He will came and settle down sendrik.
I said, no need bukan big issues pon. Dia nak datang jugak. Up to him la kan.
Lagi Alhamdulillah.
Sebab tetiba, ada emergency case.
Hahhaha...

So, when i said... no sorry?
He said, No. Because I'm the one yang sepatutnya say sorry because i'm the one yang rude.
Which i think... his actually rudest than me.
Plus his all capital latter sign.
Ego detected, obviously.
But i calm myself, and said a word sorry.
Conversation ended with no sorry replied.
Disappointed, really.
Sangat kecewa pada apa yang berlaku antara kami.

When i talk about this situation to my on-call friends, is that my fault?
They said i'm in the right way.
Yeah, i knew it.
And when i said he will came later.
They all looks suprised. Sebab sebelum nih, dia tak pernah datang balik pada kesalahan dia yang lepas.
Then terfikir balik... kejam sanagt ke ayat conversation tadi?

But whatever it is, my pass over runs smooth.
Good.


For him, kami bukanlah kenal satu dua minggu.
And I still believe everyone have their own bright kindest side, he's too.
And for some reason he should learnt manners more.
I want he have a manner, please.
Someone should told him.
And when you know it's your fault, mengaku and said a word sorry.
Ikhlas ke tak belakang kira.
Itu antara kamu dan Allah.

Bila kita mahu orang lain respect kita for our manners.
Cermin diri.
Are we goods enough. And if not, tried to change.
Jangan ingat diri tu sentiasa betul.
Manusia penuh kesalahan.

I know we're work together, and as tak terserempak mana-mana, tipulah kan.
Or even one day in the same team.
But, it's look like we're avoided each other.
Sebab if dia still nak carik gaduh, Really memang akan melayang penumbuk se-.
Better this way.
Play safe.
Until i heard a word, sorry.

Which seems like sorry is the hardest things to him.

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